3 Days

I leave in 3 days. 

Breathing in
Breathing out
Breathing in
Breathing Ouahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Justin last night out of the blue as we are snuggled up on the couch watching the Bible:
"I sure am gonna miss you. I'm just gonna miss you."
~sob~

China has been the subject of many a discussion around our house the last few weeks.
I was talking with Joshua yesterday and we were discussing all things China and eventually we got around to this: 

Me: "Hey kiddo, what were you thinking when you met daddy & Jordan in China. Were you scared? Were you excited?"
~I've asked him this before but his English was not good enough to really convey what he was trying to say ~
Joshua: "No, I wasn't scared or excited."
Me: "Oh, ok. What were you feeling?"
Joshua: "I felt special."
~melt~
Me: "That's so great! I'm glad you felt special, why do you think you felt that way?"
Joshua: "Because I got picked. I got picked to go to America and be in a family."
~sigh~
God love that boy.

So 3 days...
Breathing in.
Breathing out.

In self absorbed news, has anyone ever gotten a massage at the place by the Garden?
How much $$?
Worth it?
Good?
Bad?
Painful?
Freaking Awesome?