Monday, December 6, 2010

What's What.

Well, I would blog....

but the tape running through my head the last 3 days reads something like this:

Where the heck is Jacob?
I hope he's ok.
Matthew 6:26
What's for hot lunch today on the twins lunch menu?
Why wouldn't Jacob be there?
Where are Jack's shoes? I hope he didn't leave them out in the yard again. Gracious I love that boy and his propensity for bare feet.
It just doesn't make any sense that he wasn't there.
Matthew 6:26
He's ok. I'm sure he's ok.
I need to have Jordan try on Jason's old basketball shoes for their first Upward practice tonight.
They haven't lost him in 7 years, they wouldn't lose him now.
Is he sick? I hope he's not sick.
Matthew 6:26
Surely they wouldn't have sent him to the other foster home and separated them when they know that we are coming to adopt both of them.
They have been together their whole lives, why would they separate them now?
Need to remember to pick up more milk and eggs at the store later after home school.
Need to go the library today to pick up their next novels for English.
Need to remember to bring a couple of dollars for my library fine for keeping John Adams the HBO mini series too long.
Matthew 6:26
Where on earth would he have been when all of the other children were there?
Why did they say that all of the children that lived there were there when Jacob wasn't there.
I'm so confused.
It's ok.
He's got them.
He knows where he is...
in His grip. 

Matthew 6:26 "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"

A snapshot into my head today.
Just keepin it real folks, just keepin it real.


  1. I can only imagine how this is driving you crazy! Thinking of you! Hope you get some info soon. Bet you're glad it's not the weekend anymore!
    Thanks for your comment on my blog! When I had Ben Brian was in Iraq - he left, two days later I found out I was pregnant, he came home to a 4 month old. It was an interesting year! But I can not imagine having an ultrasound and finding out you're having twins and not have your husband there - or be able to call immediately and share your excitement/nervousness/etc. ;)

    Praying for your family and an extra one for Jacob.

  2. And my mind would be doing the same dance Sonia! Exactly the same. Praying you get some answers from someone in the know and peace from the Lord! HUGS!!

  3. Peace, sister, peace. I'll be praying for you!! You're right, He's got him in His hands. Keep us updated.

    PS - I'm jealous of your Upward season. We're missing it big time this year : (

  4. Oh, my.
    Prayers are going up for you and Jacob.

  5. I totally get it. I hope you get some peace (answers) about this soon.