Deep Thoughts by Sonia.

• We are in the midst of our moving transition
• Jacob is not handling it so well. 
• He asked to call his "China Baba" last night. 
• This is the first time that has happened......ever. 
• I walked back into our home that is now filled with boxes this morning and cried. 
• I'm going to miss it here. 
• We have made some powerful friendships, most of them driven by our journey to the boys. Never in my life have I ever experienced such un-ending support and encouragement.
• I accidentally donated a bunch of clothes to the thrift shop that a dear friend lent to me when we first arrived home with Joey and Jacob. In my jet lag fog I managed to miss the word lend. I feel like an idiot.
• Jacob asked to call his China Baba last night. 
• My husband is finishing his final exam today for the school that kept us here for another year. 
• After 11 months I may actually see his face out from behind a book. 
• I have forgotten what he looks like. 
• I've decided to break with tradition and wear a simple back and white sundress to the graduation ball next week instead of a formal gown. 
• The gowns are packed. 
• I used to like moving so often way more than I like it now. 
• Now it tends to make me more sad than excited. 
• Jacob asked to call his China Baba last night.
• The twins are at sleep away summer church camp until Friday. 
• I miss them so much it hurts.
• My dear friend Kim is coming into town this weekend and I can't wait to see her. 
• My dear friend Lanette is leaving town shortly after us and I don't want to say goodbye to her. 
• This Sunday is our last at our church. 
• The thought of that makes me want to ugly cry. I'm going to miss my church & Bible study posse.  Those women amaze me.
• Jacob asked to call his China Baba last night.

Sonia out.